Monday, November 19, 2012

Silence is pain

My voice used to move you, make you feel and think things. Now my voice falls upon deaf ears. You no longer respond, you no longer acknowledge me. You turn your head as if I am no longer there. I told you that I missed you but got nothing in return. Now all I have left is dreams of you because you have backed off. I guess it was all me as I felt there was more, but you shrugged me off because there wasn't anything more.

When I look back at the good times, I think about how we smiled. I remember the laughs and the things we had in common. I'll always look back at the good times as I've wondered where they have gone. The days are now silent, the nights are now cold. It's been awhile since I last heard from you now that you are gone.

The magic has faded, the interest is gone. When we talk it is no longer the same. Something has changed, the look in your eyes is different. You used to be excited when we were together, now you are just numb. Your comments have changed, the sweet nothings are gone. No matter what I say, there is no affect on you like there once was.

I miss the sound of your angelic voice. You voice was so soothing. When we talked on the phone I could close my eyes and imagine that you were sitting there right next to me. You voice would calm me and recenter me. I miss the sound of your voice.  

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