My book in work

Well I'm working on my book. I have set a deadline and a release date. After consulting with numerology a positive date has been picked for my release date.

More to come...

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You've captured my undivided attention with your intellect and personality. These are the things that I see when I look at you. Your outside beauty is amazing but your mind is what is drawing me close to you.

Your intelligent and a smart ass. You seem to be thinking and function on the same levels as me. You're my equal but your also beautiful. You laugh at my jokes and love my comments.

I've been looking for you for such a long time and now...you are right here before me. Our conversations are amazing and deep. We connect in a way that many others don't. Your mind has told me where your soul and hear is. The way you respond to things I say to you is energetic.

I can see that you are interested as my words are affecting you. My touch will give you so much more. I feel the bond we are sharing and it is growing. I long to gaze into your eyes so I can touch your soul.

You can feel the energy that I'm having for you. You can sense the vibe when I touch you, you feel my heart beating faster when you are up against me. Is this only a dream? When did this dream come true? How did you cast your spell over me? It's that look in your eyes when you are looking at me. The way you smile and the way to talk to me.


I feel you pulling me in and I won't let go.

Seeing you in a new light

*Seeing you in a new light*

You got into my mind,
I'm not sure how you did it.
You've looked into my eyes,
To see the lit path that leads to my heart.

My mind is on overload,
You got inside my head.
Every mental sensor is maxed out,
I can't focus because I only see you.

This has happened to me once before,
A stimulated mind is a feeling of ecstasy. 
My mind has become clouded,
My vision is blurry.

No matter what I think of,
it's leading back to you.
Everywhere I look I'm seeing you,
My mind is on overload and I'm so loving it.

I never thought that I would feel this again,
Didn't think that it was possible.
After talking to you,
Everything has changed.

This is what I've been looking for,
this is what my soul has been craving.
Since you have entered my life,
Things are starting to make sense once again.

I can finally see the end of the tunnel,
I look and I see...I see you.

More thoughts

I was dreaming about you last night. Reliving the thoughts and feelings I had for you. I remember how you could touch my soul while sending my mind into overdrive. I had visions of you and me walking down the path or romance. You always won over my heart so easily with your beautiful voice. I would barely caress you and you could feel the energy from my love energize you. Sometimes it felt like we were walking on the clouds looking down on the Earth below us. Your eyes would sparkle like the stars in the nights sky when you looked at me. Your smile smile could light up the darkest of nights like a full moon lit sky. I never knew what heaven felt like until I met you.

You're caught my eye and captivated my interest. Before we can be lovers and partners I need us to be best friends who trust each other. As our friendship grows, so will our relationship. As we lean on each other for support we also make us stronger. A strong couple can conquer anything and have the most for-filling love that is humanly possible. You are my partner, my lover but most importantly...you're me best friend.

December thoughts...

We were looking deep into each others eyes. The room got quiet and the people seemed to fade away. The music had stopped as we could only hear the beating of our hearts. I put my hands on your face and kissed you like I have never kissed you before. As soon as our lips touch you melted right into my arms. We kissed with some much passion we could feel that we love each other. This is the moment that we fell for each other. This is the moment that we will never forget. This is the moment that was burned into the universe professing our love.

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The connection I felt with you is like no other. I have never felt that before. I can't describe the feeling, I can't explain why I was always thinking of you. When we were in a crowded place, you were the only one that I could. When we were together, no one else in the world existed. It was our little world and we ruled it together.

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You were the one, the one I wanted. I wanted you more than anything that I've ever wanted in my life. My words could never come close to express how much you meant to me. When you looked into my eyes, you could see all that I would give for and to you.

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I often think about the good times and the great times we used to have. I miss those special and very close moments. I don't understand why things had to end. I don't understand why things had changed. I don't really understand why you walked away from me?

Glimmer in your eyes

Glimmer in your eyes

I still think about you,
I wonder if you think about me.
I think about the perfect moments we shared.
I think about the times we laughed.

I know it's just a memory,
But they were good times we had.
I remembered how I made you smile,
I remember the sound of your laugh.

But it is all gone now,
The memories aren't as strong.
Those are the days I miss,
You had such a beautiful smile.

When I looked into your eyes,
They were filled with stars.
I could have visions of you,
A bright future for us.

Some how things had changed,
Feelings had faded away.
When I looked into your eyes,
They were just dark and gray.

The sparkle had faded,
The glimmer is gone.
You no longer said sweet nothings,
You've turned really cold.

You talk to me as I'm nothing,
Just like a regular friend.
We used to share so much together,
I guess this is the end.

Everything is changing

Everything is changing


We had a fantastic weekend, the family is all together. We're having some great times, as everyone is smiling and laughing.

I look around at everyone, seeing how we are enjoying each other. I look at my little one, she knows she is very much loved.

She looks at me and smiles, I try to stay strong as I smile back. So many things are going through my mind, I wished this weekend wouldn't end.

Everyone is having such a great time, not thinking about about things that are coming. I step outside myself to see all around, because next weekend...everything changes.

Next weekend the family will be around, my little one is safe and secure. She will be surrounded by loved ones, as it is my time to leave.

The journey is set, our time apart will not be forever. I look into her eyes, How I will miss her so much.

She is my daughter, and my best friend. My little one who is always there, I have to leave behind.

I travel a far, for work and to provide. Such a far more secure future, To give her all she deserves.

Separation is never easy, it is never fun. It is my turn to answer, my call to duty.

I told her that when she misses me, to look inside. To look in her mind, especially in her heart.

To close her eyes, and to think of me. No matter where I am, I will always be right there with her. - CDP20121209

Heart wants

Heart wants

I don't hate you,
I don't not like you.
My feelings are far from that,
As my heart wants you.

You might have ended us.
Your feelings might have changed.
My feelings for you haven't.
As my heart still craves you.

You might have been scared,
You might be selfish.
You might be confused,
Or even lost at times.

In time things will change,
Wounds will heal.
Lives will go on,
But I'll always love you.

I have fallen hard,
With all of my mind.
I took a leap of faith,
To fall in love with you.

My thoughts and feelings,
Didn't change for you before.
Time might be going on,
With you...my heart wants more.

You'll always be next to my heart,
Always in the back of my mind.
No matter how much time passes by,
I'll never stop loving you.

You were the one for me,
You are the one!

Yowzah!

Yowzah

When I think of you I get incredibly turned on.
Just the Meir thought of being with you excites me to no end.
You give me a high mental and emotional reaction.
It makes our physical connect so much more electrified.

I have never experienced this level of desire for someone before.
There is an unseen force that is drawing me towards you.
You hold a spell over me that can't be broken.
You're the object of all my wants and my every desires.

When we touch each other I can feel a shimmer going down my spine to my toes.
When we're interconnected to become one.
The sensation I feel is total ecstasy.
When I'm inside you it's like fireworks on the Fourth of July.

The sensations we feel, the tastes we share.
To touch you in your one perfect spot.
Makes you moan loud while arching your back.
Our bodies get hotter and we get wetter as the friction between us intensifies.

You runs your nails down my back.
I start to thrust in you as hard as I can.
Your breathing gets faster and you gasp for air.
I put a hand behind your neck so I can grab your hair.

Your legs are over my shoulders and your hips are in the air.
You tell me to go harder and to go deeper.
Our bodies are glistening in the candle light.
The windows are foggy from the heat we are making.

Your moans get louder and they motivate me more.
To keep on going so you orgasm more.
One is not enough and two wont do.
We'll keep on going until we both get dizzy.

You squeeze yourself around me to feel every pulse.
You feel me tense up inside you with every thrust.
The tension is getting intense as the sweat rolls off of us.

I flip you over so your face is down.
You put your hips in the air so I can take you from there.
I grab your hips and enter you hard.
You start to scream the harder I go.

You grab the sheets as hard as you can.
As I'm slamming in you as hard and fast as I can.
The moment gets closer and I start to throb.
You feel I'm getting close and I say don't hold back.
Baby this is the time, to focus on the feeling.

The bed is squeaking and rocking with noise.
Our moaning is loud and almost at the peak of ecstasy.
I hear your voice between your erratic breathing.
Baby I'm cumming, baby cum with me.
I stop holding back because now is the time.

We release together, simultaneously on each other.
The release is so hard and tender too.
At this point we become vulnerable together.

We collapse into each others arms and hold each other tight.
Our kiss is so passionate there is nothing like this tender moment.
Our embrace is magical and such a perfect moment.

Our souls become one,
Our bodies are one,
Our hearts are beating together as one.
Our energy has merged into one.

We look into each others eyes and it is hard to describe.
Not a word needs to be said.
Our eyes ate revealing all to each other.

At this one moment...we have become one love.

Love